well something is boring. im writing this with nothing better to do. but anyway, today i went out with Gina to the mall so we could buy presents for our friend whos having a party on saturday. im starting to think about not going. i mean sure, shes my best friend, but she keeps talking about this  'sam' girl who watches adult swim and is obsessed with anime.

obsessed my ASS. if the only things youve seen are the frack they air on adult swim, then your not going anywhere. the junk on there is butchered and altered from the origional. if your a TRUE anime fan, youll go out and buy the fracking subbed dvds! yes, i am in a bad mood. deal with it.

or, you could get some brians and get on your lousey junk of a computer and DOWNLOAD it fansubbed! its not hard, people! its not rocket science!

Janine is thinking of entering the otaku idol next month at otakon '05. LIKE. HELL. she thinks that shes taking chances and 'learning from mistakes' with this and not backing down now that shes already decided to do something. okay, no.

i dont want her competing in a karoke contest. whats going to happen is they will loose hardcore and feel bad about it. and ill just laugh and say "i told you not to do it". im not saying that i think i can sing better then them. which i probolly can, since i actually study the origional lyrics of a song instead of listening to it and repeating what the people say. one word you hear could have 4 other letters pronounced in it that are said to fast for you to hear.

does she realize this?

no.

its seriously getting to me. and plus, this year, id like to look for worthwhile anime goods that i cant get anywhere else. no, i do not mean translated manga, i mean stuff like DOUJINSHI which i cannot buy here in the us! an dim not about to order it! atleast there ill be able to find some nice stuff and not have to wait a week for it. i mean seriously. i could be off doing that and looking at all the cute little collectables that have no value instead of listening to a bunch of wanabees and my friends sing. frankly, i do not want to hear anyone sing. id rather listen to teh origional song!

but whatever, theyll do what they want and ill watch and waste my time. i  could be off getting autographs and talking to directors and artist; but no, ive gotta sit and watch a stupid karoke contest!  and neither of my friends decided to ask me. i mean, gina is COMMING WITH ME and janine promised that she wouldnt wlak around by herself, so of course, ive gotta be with them (like hell im walking around in a crowd of 30,000 people alone! though i wont be alone, my mother will be there).

or i could be out getting my picture taken by people who dont know what the hell i am!

WHATEVER.

anyway, back to the current life. im saposed to be sleeping over janines house on saturday, along with her friend 'sam'. i dont KNOW this girl and frankly id rather not, but mabey thats just my bad mood talking. janiens all tellin me how sam is pissed cause janine keeps tlaking about how exited she is that im sleeping over and ive never been to her house and blahblahblah. well, im pissed because the only thing she talks about with me is sam. sam sam sam this that and everything else.

im starting to think i dont want to sleepover her house. but im going to anyway, and i will put up with this brat who janine says 'gets mad a lot'. im going to do it because janine is my best friend and shes real exited; i dont wanna let her down. im not about to lie to her, and im definatly not going to say i dont want to sleepover because this sam girl will be there and she sounds like a brat. and beleive me, i KNOW brat when i see it. i was once best friends with a mother of all brats!

her sleepover thing is on a saturday and mine is on the fallowing sunday. this was real hard to plan out though. i had to make sure 'sam' was going home before i so janine could come home with me and stay that night. i had to make sure everyone knew that the sleepover was changed from the 16th to the 17th, adn make sure everyones parents were cool with their child being left alone with nothing but 3 other 13 year olds and a 17 year old. the only good thing is that my sister is making my cake this year, again, and her cakes always rock. last year she made my friends indevidual hamster cakes and janna smashed her face into it and yeah i wont go into that.. it was hilarious though. i got pictures.

okay, so, im dressing up for otakon. (i know im jumping from thing to thing. i know. btu i just cant stay on one thing, finish, and move to another. gotta be complicated. (at this point, my hands are startng to hurt o_o;;;;;))anyway, im going as god poing from ragnarok online. i dont like to say thigns about myself, but id like to say that if the costume looks good, i will look SO cute in it. its the cutest thing in the world as it is. janine on the otehr hand, plans on buying a premade costume off ebay or where ever. i dont even know whats shes going as. she keeps changing her mind.

i think i ran out of things to talk about. hm.  oh. yah.

happy birthday to me on the 23rd.